Toby John Booker

2004 - 2007
LocationChichester
Age2 years
Cause of DeathPneumonia
Date of Birth19/10/2004
Date of Death01/08/2007
Visitors2,640 since 09/09/2007
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Toby John Booker
Died 1st August 2007
Aged 2 years 9 months
Lived in Chichester with Mummy and Daddy, Misty and Mani (cats).
Died from pneumonia and Aicardi-Goutieres Syndrome

Toby will always be remembered for his beautiful smile. He was such a happy little boy, and on his
journey of life he faced so much. He touched so many people along his way and will be truly missed
by all. Toby was my all and I will miss his lovely cuddles.


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Missing u x

Dearest Tobs,
Everyday i think of you but not with sadness but filled with loadsa happy memories. I am blessed to have known you for all your years. I remember when Mummy and Daddy turned up at nursery with you. you were so small and lovely, thats when i knew we were going to be pals. You have taught me so much about life and that no matter what they chuck at us you just have to keep smiling. Thankyou for the rainbow that you gave Mummy, Daddy, Simon and me on the day after you passed, it was as beautiful as you. Keep on smiling my little eskimo. sending you lots of eskimo kisses, Tina xxxxxx

Tina (Friend) September 18, 2007

Hello little man. Just wanted to say that you will never be forgotten by us little smiler. We will always remember the times we had with you and your mummy and daddy. Keep watch over everyone and make sure you keep smiling Tobes. Lots of love and hugs xxxx

Hazel September 17, 2007

Hi Tobs, your little cousin Tyler had his christening today and it was lovely. Me and Daddy wore a yellow flower for you so if you were watching you would see us better. Auntie Kelly decided that we should all release a balloon to you (did they get to you ok?) even little Tyler let one go and his went the furthest. I think Daddys got stuck in the tree though but you would have seen that and laughed. All the family took part too which was lovely. I am going to do that for you with yellow balloons when we get your ashes and decide where we would like you to be. Sweet dreams our precious little boy x x x

Mummy (Mummy) September 16, 2007

with love to mummy and daddy xxxxx

Broken Heart That Speaks



I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake.

My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above

I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad?

The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing you
Longing to have you near

Life for me is lonely now
Without you by my side
My Broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide

People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay

For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there

The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep

A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died

So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you

Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because the also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain

We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal?
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real.

Alison Evans (gts friend) September 15, 2007

Ask My Mum How She Is

My Mum, she tells a lot of lies,
She never did before.
But from now until she dies,
She'll tell a whole lot more.

Ask my Mum how she is
And because she can't explain,
She will tell a little lie
Because she can't describe the pain.

Ask my Mum how she is,
She'll say 'I'm alright.'
If that's the truth, then tell me,
why does she cry each night?

Ask my Mum how she is,
She seems to cope so well.
She didn't have a choice you see,
Nor the strength to yell.

Ask my Mum how she is,
'I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping.'
For God's sake Mum, just tell the truth,
Just say your heart is broken.

She'll love me all her life,
I loved her all of mine.
But if you ask her how she is,
She'll lie and say she's fine.

I am Here in Heaven.
I cannot hug from here.
If she lies to you don't listen,
Hug her and hold her near.

On the day we meet again,
We'll smile and I'll be bold.
I'll say, 'You're lucky to get in here, Mum,
With all the lies you told.

I lost my baby Harry on August 2nd, so i know the pain you feel, sending you love at this heart breaking time xxxxx

Bee Baby Harry'S Mummy X (Someone who cares xxx) September 12, 2007

Hi big guy, such a handsome little man, you must of made your mummy and daddy very proud,
God only takes the best sweetheart, look out for our Jack.
Life is very cruel, god knows why he takes our little boys, we miss Jack so much, it really hurts.
Sending you all our love Wendy and Rob xxxxxx

Wendy Beech September 11, 2007

sleep tight

another little angel , gone 2 join the rest of the little angels in gods garden!!
im sure hes met my litle friend kelcey kirkham (also on here) who will b holdin his hand makeing sure hes ok!!!
rip litle toby, keep smileing and lukin over ur mummy n daddy keeping them safe
xxxxxxxx

Lana (passer by) September 10, 2007

STAR

Shine bright our little smiling star

Bernie (Friend) September 10, 2007

beautiful smile!!

What a beautiful little boy. He seems like such a happy little boy too. He reminds me very much of my little girl Eve Norrris - also on this site. I am thinking of you and all your family at this difficult time xx

Stacey Cosgrove September 9, 2007

my love and thoughts are with you tobys family, what a handsome little man he is, and that smile is absolutely gorgeous, if anyone is feeling down they should take a look at tobys photo and that must brighten there day. hope you've found many angel friends up there toby to play in the big garden with. my love to your family. xxxxxxxxxx

Yvonne Debbie Rushton Mum September 9, 2007
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